Tears of endless sorrow...

Tired... Here's one of my drawings...

2007-09-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

Boy... Am I tired... I dunno why... But every Thursdays, I get tuckered out... Crap... TT... Anyway... Just wanted to post my drawing... So... Here it is... ^^...

This is Midnight and Twilight... ^^

Midnights more on offense, while Twilights more on defense... ^^...

Wow... I can't believe it... X3

2007-09-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm having my period, it sucks! My stomach ached so bad that I didn't go to school in the aft. I slept for about 3 1/2 hours... When I woke up.. My stomach still hurts... But, I remember, the saying that Jesus always said to the people who were experiencing hurts, diseases and many more and this is what it was...

"get up and be healed!"

Then I said to myself... "What the heck, I'll try it! Besides... He is our God, I know he'll heal me even though just a little... ^^" I got up... and you know what happened?? The stomach ache was gone! Wow! God is good all the time! He healed me, I was so happy! ^^ Now I know that he can do anything that we ask for if we have faith! hehehe You should try it! You'll really be amazed!

Love? Puh-lease...

2007-09-12T04:07:00.000-07:00

I'm not interested in love anymore, just the sound of it makes me puke... -_- Don't get the wrong idea, Okay? I'm not saying that I'll never love again I just don't like it that much anymore. Dunno why, now I'm only interested in friends, NO MORE, NO LESS. I really lost interest in it, all that's left is 30-40%. I'll only love God, my family and my friends. No boyfriends, no what-so-ever, I'll end up getting heart broken anyway. This has nothing to do with the GF thing, it's something else. So don't get the wrong idea, and I don't want to talk about this face to face nor by chat. Just wanted to write how I feel, so here.

Just a bit of advice based on my expreince:

Becareful of choosing the one you will love, he/she might just break your heart.
Don't get too attached to the guy/girl or have high expectations, believe me, you'll get depressed.
If you're not going to be loyal, honest, trustworthy to your bf/gf, it might've been better that you hadn't made him/her your gf/bf
Don't say I love you if you only like the person by his/her looks, body-figure, etc. Oh sure, he/she might have a nice body BUT what if his/her personality sucks BIG time?

That's about it I guess... Have a happy love life ya'll.

Finished reading Silas Marner Finally! Now I'm off to finish reading Roses are Red, by James Patterson

2007-09-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

Phew... It was so tiring reading that book... Boring too... My head'ud ache everytime I read those stuff, but I had too. Anyway, I finally finished it after 2 and a half weeks of renewing. Now Its on with Roses are Red! Don't get the title wrong, Roses are Red is actually about detectives, murder and all the stuff, etc etc. It's really a good book! I still have lots of chapters to go since I stopped for more than 2 months reading it. If you're a thrill book lover then maybe you should try this out, cause for me, it is a really good book.

I hope everything stays settled...

2007-09-05T05:09:00.000-07:00

Well... Here's another article about me and my friends.
Last night, we had a conference in YM. We talked about some stuff...
I... No, we just wanted to settle things...
So our friendship will last a bit longer...

We had the conference and everything went well...^^
I only hope that everything will stay settled as it is right now...
Hopefully... It will

Pokemon Quiz taken!

2007-09-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

I just took a pokemon quiz today, heh. It was kind of fun actually... Anyway! Here's my result! ^^

-You are a Dark-type Pokemon.Many people mistake you for cruel, or even evil. While it is true that you have a vicious personality, and you are able to harbour a lot of malice and hatred, you are mainly just misunderstood.You tend to spend a lot of your time alone, and you may sometimes snap or strike out at people who come to close or annoy you. Its rather easy to get on your nerves. Youre a true loner. But if someone manages to get past your cold exterior and gets to know the real you, you have found a true friend.As a Pokemon, you live alone. Your territory is your own, and no other Pokemon would dare to get too close. You are awake mainly at night, revelling in the darkness and living under the moon and stars. The further away you are from other Pokemon, the better. You tend to be quite rare.In battle, your high defensive skills are your strongest asset. You are able to withstand almost any attack, and you have very few weaknesses. Your attacks themselves are vicious and deadly. Taking full advantage of your Dark-type skills, you can usually leave an opponent in stitches. Youre quick to anger and are a devastating fighter. Your signature moves: Shadow Ball, Night Shade, Crunch-

Does it even fit me??.. O_O.. Please comment!

I'm happy for her, She finally has someone to hang out with ^^

2007-08-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

Praise God! Praise the Lord, for answering her prayer!
She just told me about it today.
She was praying for someone to transfer, that could understand her,
and well... It happened! The girls from Manila, Don't know her name yet
But, since she's been sent by God, I should trust her.
Hopefully, she won't be any harm, and hopefully she will be a nice girl
Who will treat Amaya as a friend, a real friend.
Thank you lord for also answering my prayer, that someday Amaya will find a friend
to hang out with while I'm not there.
I'm not expecting her to understand amaya fully, just maybe a bit to do things that will not offend or
hurt Amaya. One thing I know about her is that she's
sensitive. She tends to think negative stuff sometimes, but she's fighting it [I think]
Hopefully she will win, if she has faith in the Lord.
Amaya's a nice girl, just don't make her angry nor hurt her.
I know... I admit I hurt her many, many times. But I'm happy she forgives me.

Anyway, I hope that they will make good friends. Just hope she doesn't go over board just like we did. -_-

I finally did the right thing.. ^^

2007-08-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

Finally... I did the right thing... You see... Before... I had a girlfriend... That's right a girlfriend. We we're happy together, we shared good times... We laughed.. Hah, we even hugged each other... But this relationship... Has got to END.. It's the right thing to do... The reason why we couldn't see each other... Was because of our relationship... But the worse was... It Insulted God... Sure... He sent me to her to make her happy... But not in a way like this... So... I told her we should break up... It really was hard... She's precious to me... But I have to, for the Lord... If we kept this up... We would've suffered even more than what we're feeling right now... Much more worse when the time comes... Now.. We've broken up... We're now known as bestfriends AGAIN. Though... The wound scarred me... Even though it's deep... I'm glad I did it... It's what's best for us... That's right.. It's what's best.

Gotta try harder!

2007-08-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

Crap it! I got a 79% on my math test! Just one more percent to make it 80! Hahay... I better study harder... I know I can get a larger % if I study and also do my best. I guess I took for granted all the simple subj. [which weren't in the end] Anyways! All I gotta do is study and listen hard! Hehehe. PRAISE the LORD!

Gosh... What a stressful year...

2007-08-23T02:23:00.000-07:00

Man! I can't take it anymore! Too much work! sheesh...
We were sent home late because of a Voting Debate or something like that... Whatever! I'm so tired and sick of it! Can't they cut the students some slack for once in awhile?! We get tired to y'know! *sigh...* Might as well live life and enjoy it while you still can.

Got Cruz! Plus a 5000+ power card! Man this ROCKS!

2007-08-21T05:59:00.001-07:00

Cool! I got Cruz! The guy I've been waiting to get! Oh yea! This Game so rocks! Hehehe. Plus, I got a 5000+ power card! Thanks to Rei-chan and Asuka-chan for giving me advice to power up my cards, and for all the work and patience I've done to get those cards powered up, it really did help! I guess, patience is what it takes to complete a task that you're doing!

To all the gamers out there, Have patience! You can't rush into things, cause if you guys act rashly, you'll go down... SERIOUSLY! Hehehe, As Durant always says "Patience IS a vitrue." he's right on that one! Hehehe. Hope you guys get to play this game! Yggdra Union is the name! You'll get hooked!

See ya! Gotta save Yggdra! ^^

Today was a fun day!

2007-08-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

Hehehe, Man! I'm sweating like crazy here! hehehe. My friends came over and we had a blast! Man, it's good to have company. Rei-chan & Asuka-chan arrived at 9:15A.M. We played Lord of the Rings. Then we took a break, and talked a lil about our fan-fic. Then after that, we played Yggdra union! Hehehe it was fun! I saved Flone, Russell's fianceé then got Russell! Now it's off to get Cruz in Marduk woods! Catch ya later! ^^

I recommend this game.

2007-08-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

This games fun to play, If you like strategy games and CUTE drawings. It's cute and has a nice plot. The games titled Yggdra Union. It has a tutorial so don't worry about it. I'll tell you the weapon cycle.
-sword is weak against spear but strong against axe's
-spear is weak against axes but strong againts swords
-axes is strong against spears but weak against swords
-arrows weak against all weapons but strong agains rods
-rods are strong against all basic weapons[sword, axe, spear] but weak against arrows.
and
-sythe is strong against ALL weapons so watch out when you reach Gulcasa

Advice: Raise atleast 1 cards power to 4000+ so you won't have that much trouble fighting Gulcasa.

I don't know where you can download one. Cause I got this from a friend. Maybe in http://www.Khinsider.com/ cause it's their main source...(I think) Anyway, This sit has also music from games. So you can visit that website to DL your fave game songs.

I also recommend, For girls who likes to have cute husbands, theres Harvest moon more friends of mineral town. You can choose whoever you want for a husband. For hints on this game, go to wikipedia or http://www.gamespot.com

What a bummer...

2007-08-18T21:26:00.000-07:00

I knew that this would happen...

I wish I hadn't told my mom about it...

But... Atleast I was honest... Even though if it hurts me...

I hope that she'll be able to forgive me...

I hope that my bestfriend will be able to forgive me...

I really miss her...

Oh well, It's God's plan...

Might as well follow him...

I know he will let me see her...

someday....

Introduction Nendaiki Hane Tsuki

2007-08-18T21:04:00.000-07:00

This Animé is no different from the others... Still, it has Demons who wants to conquer the world, and Humans who wants to stop them...

Introduction

I’m planning to remake the first nendaiki hane tsuki comic. It seems the plot is too.. Well.. Not perfectly planned out. I’m planning to remake the characters and some maybe still the same and some might not. I know some people already read the first comic. I’m sorry for the inconvenience. But, I’m trying my best to improve my story planning and the scenes to make nendaiki hane tsuki more enjoyable. Thank you for understanding.

++About NHT++

700 years ago, where Demons and Humans work together as a team, they were at peace, no arguments what so ever. They were all friends. Helping each other in their time of needs. Demons provide protection to the Humans and Humans are the ones who feed them, like fruits, vegetables, etc. all was well, until a certain demon that despises Humans came. He was furious with Humans; because of the way they treat Demons. He thinks that they are treating them as slaves, which they are not. He overwhelmed the Demons and they betrayed the Humans. They started rampaging all over the villages and cities, started killing Humans one by one. When it seems that all hope was lost, 4 gods appeared from the heavens and banished the Demons to the wastelands. After the fierce battle, the gods gave the Humans a feather, which will protect them from the Demons and all kinds of dangers. They were grateful and they were safe for a couple of months. Yet, One night, one of the Demons took the feather and returned to their city. [After they were banished the built a civilization of their own]. They attacked humans again and there was no hope. But.. There were 13 legendary heroes and heroines hidden [some hasn’t been born yet, and some are still too young to do the job, the gods are protecting the Humans for now] and they will save the human race from total extinction. By finding all of the moon feathers [tsuki no hana] and by sealing Sen[demon leader who has escaped and set the demons on a rampage] again and saving the whole world from being ruled by the Demons. =End=

Nendaiki Hane Tsuki-Remake- Preview.

2007-08-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hey, this is one of the comics that I made, and still making it...

Anyway, Here are the characters...

Characters:

Takamura Amaya -the happy, out-going girl-
Sakura Akaru -the shy innocent girl-
?? Ayame -the lonerish girl; Yukio thinks she's creepy...-
Lee Fang -the silent, serious type-
Yamanaka Koushi -Seichi's twin brother; happy-go-lucky, layed back dude-
Yamanaka Seichi -Koushi's twin brother; Mature and a gentleman... (ladies man..-_-)-
Uchiyama Yukio -popular guy in school; Dudish-
Haruhi Gin -status unknown-
Takamura Amaia -Amaya's mother; dark mistress-
Feng Hei -Ayame's mentor-
Sakura Aika -Akaru's mother; mistress of light-
Usagi -mythical beast-
Lee Wei -Fangs older sister; mature and a little pich of childishness-
Lee Wu -Fangs grandfather-
Lee Yu -Fang and Wei's mother-
Lee Xun -Fang and Wei's father[dead]-
Yumeko Saka -Ayame's friend in the demon tribe(long story...)-

Enemies:

Sekozawa Sen -Leader-
Shigimer Shigeru -Demon apprentice-
Shimada - Demon bird
Shimaru - Demon dragon
Shimazu - Demon dog
Shimaku - Demon tiger
Shimasu - Demon wolf
Shimabu - Demon fox
Shimei - Demon cat

Special characters:

Yoshizawa Zen
Shimanouchi Kana
Shimanouchi Ruka
Sakura Sukashi
Sanabi Hakaru
Ichitsu Mayumi
Yuhara Ichigo

Songs: (don't worry... This Animé won't be published and I'm not planning to...)

Hamasaki Ayumi;(japanese)

Angel song -1st opening-
Happy ending -1st ending-
Love destiny~ -background-
Wishing -2nd ending-
trust -background-
heaven -background-
evolution -background-

Lavigne, Avril;(english)

keep holding on -background-

BOUNC3; (instrumentals)

Land of eternity -background-
Paradise E -background-